Once I lived in a castle made by italian marble, with thousands of maid to pamper me for every my needs, surrounded by enchanted forest with picturesque gardens and great lakes, under the protection of the great white clouds, decorated with flocks of virgin white pigeons. But those were the days and today I've changed. And this blog is a proof. And these entries are all about me : My Past, The Present and My Future.

Maafkan meks cos sudah lama addinch update blog. As usual meks akan memberikan alasan yang basi but boleh dipercayai iaitu B.U.S.Y (motif meks nye winamp now memainkan lagu hari raya? LOL!!!).

Neway sebelum meks memulakan bicara, ingin sekali meks mengucapkan takziah and deepest condolences kepada Anne Ali, kenalan meks yang baru sahaja kehilangan ayahanda, kekanda (sister uols, bukan laki) dan nenda terchenta pada minggu lepas. Even tho meks lambat but at least ado kan? *wink* Gurl, tabahkan hati. Be strong and always knew that even tho what happen or any incident or anything, matahari tetap terbit pada pagi nanti u'ols! Boleh berduka but jangan lah sampai tak leh nak teruskan kehidupan. I bet mereka yang u'ols baru jew kehilangan ittiew sendiri addinch mau you berduka lara sebegitu rupa. *wink* with love!~

Lets! (perasan idak, ada banyak entry entry takziah baru-baru inniew kan? Neway meks addinch sabar nak ke tailor meks untuk amik my baju kurung! Yeah!! Esok nanti meks update baju ittiew occay! Oh gosh, my wardrobe is drying for new members. Erk, bukan almost every day kew ada jew baju baru. Hehehhe)

Sebenarnya this is sort of a tagged. But meks addinch la di tagged kan here, but instead I was being tagged in Facebook, the newest crave social network webbie. *wink* Merasalah nowadays, jumpe kengkawan first tanya, "Ada Facebook?". (matilah, kalau dulu tanya ada frienster bagai kan?) Aoki Kimura, my schoolmate masa sekolah rendah tagged meks and in that taggy tagged, meks was supposed to tell the world one of my bad habit(s)! Well, die mintak ONE bad habit, meks bagi la afew also. Just untuk memastikan entry niew a bit panjang kan alasan nyew! LOL!!!!


First bad habit is S.H.O.P.P.I.N.G. Hiks! Well, actually meks rasa macam salah sajork pemilihan ayat ittiew. Erm, lets change it lorh! Retail Theraphy. Ah, better! Hiks! Yessss u'ols. Meks shop pergi session theraphy inniew alot, tak kewsahlah online shopping, bangsar, apa apa jew - as long as it shopping i.e buy new stuff - meks sukew!!! Even tho gi pasar minggu untuk beli barangan dapur. (Hahahaha meks sendiri nak tergelak tulis entry innniew, nampaknya theraphy is a very good thing right? Hahahaha). Occay, seyesly, it is not that good la actually. But sometime we do need to escape from all the trouble and we need such adrenalin rush right? TO be back in the mood? Kan? Kan? Kan? But sometime, meks warn most all of you awal awal now, meks leh jadi histeria tau. This usually happen kalo meks drive and along the way ada jew banner and advertisement sales. Hahahaha! But meks usually shop a bit sajork. Lets see, apa yang bought TODAY (well, meks ada wat a few shopping with online shopping).


See tak der la banyak mana pung kan. Ada banyak lagi mende kat online boutiques tue actually yang meks tingin nak beli, but instead meks mampu untuk say Yes only for these item during he one hour online shopping and browsing tro the boutiques updates kan? Mampus!!! Hahahahaha.

Other than that, as u'ols tahu meks sukew beli KASUT. Take note, shopping and kasut is complete different thing. Shopping is not essential but shoes heels adalah a MUST. Meks gilew kasut - i repeat - meks GILEW kasut. Everymonth mesti mesti mesti beli!!! Cos meks kumpul kasut. KUMPUL KASUT and meks addicted to beautiful long high narrow killer heels!! And beautiful design too! Meks wish that this year birthday present semua nyew adalah heels sajork. Then ittiewlah heaven meks. Hahahhaha. Kidding! But s eyesly meks gilew kan kasut!!!

Finally meks sukew amik gambar sendiri. Pernah sekali ittiew ada some one cakap kat meks, "You kalau baring jew mesti amik gambar sendiri dulu yerk?". Sial sangat soalan tue. But hey orang yang tanya tue pun apa kurang nyew kan? Selalu jew kadang kadang my amik jew phone meks and snappy own pic kat depan cermin. Blueeek!~ But to be honest meks rasa semua orang sukew amik gambar - dri yang berwajah cantik dan menarik (eherm, thanks for the compliment by the way bounty hunter *blush*) kepada mereka yang tidak beberapa menarik aka ala ala daripada Merak Kayangan kepada Lembu yang Meragut Rumput la lebey kurang. Hahahaha. Macma sial jew ayat.

But seyesly meks sukew bergambar. And meks rasa that explain alot of question on why meks ada banyak gambar shoot. Hiks! It is personal collection darling! Pernah sekali tue, one of the lembu's jerit kat meks masa meks ngan some fren posing depan cermin sambil snappy pictures, what to do, I'm wearing a gorgeous daydress to office that day, lepas tue lembu's tue leh jerit berangan kat meks. And then finally meks tak perlu jerit kat die, meks just simply cakap dengan nada yang tenang, "Janganlah sentap kalau badan you tu besar sangat sampai tak muat masuk dalam lensa camera you". Flip Hair. Senang citew. Terus terdiam lembu's tue. Hiks!

Hiks! Merasalah ittiew adalah diantara bad habits yang meks leh berkongsi ngan u'ols. Ada jew yang lain, but meks addinch mahu beritahu. Hahahahaha!

Done. So apa next step. Oh! Kene linkkan LKY nye page kan? Well, if u'ols semua nak tahu 'bout the original post, click here. Merasalah meks now sudah tahu nak wat coding untuk popups windows kan. Hahaha!

Now, apa lak yang meks kene wat lagi? Meks kene menyatakan 10 fakta / hobby about me? Aiyoo Macam macam nie. Meks addinch paham cos fakta and hobby kan berbeza. Soalan nie suruh kite wat dua-dua ke kene pilih nie. Erm, meks wat pilihan sajork la.

Hiks rasanya mende ni bukan lagi satu rahsia tetapi adalah satu general fact sebenarnya. Hahahaha. Rasanya semua orang pun tahu yang meks memang sukew bershopping. Well, it is what we called as retail theraphy darling. Tak kewsah la shopping macam mana pun - i.e : junkyard sales, bazaar, mall, online shopping - janji it is shopping sajork, meks dah sukew bangat dah! Hehehe. Termasuklah kalao hanya ke carrefour untuk membeli-belah barangan basah kan?! I was born to shop! Hehehe

Yang inniew lak, meks don't know why kenapa meks sukew sangat tengok Musical. It all stated with Sound of The Music. My sisters ajar meks tengok bende alah ni way before meks masuk kindergaten. Lepas tue. meks asyik la nyanyi lagi Do Re Mi kan?! And then my 2nd fave musical was Grease masa my brother-in-law belikan tape movie nie. Now my fave musical is Phantom Of Opera. Walaupun agak bosan plot die, but meks love the costume and lagu die. Grand lah! Meks sukew ngan Emmy Rossum dalam tue, sweet sangat! Meks paling sukew sekali lagu Masquerade. Cos dalam lagu tue die nye dance step cantik and the costume memang dramatic!

Kepada mereka yang menegnali diri meks, samada officemate ke or kawan-kawan from my social network website, sure enough korang pun tahu that currently at the moment, I'm so addicted to kebaya. Meks naek jatuh cinta dengan kebaya bilew meks tengok my mummy try to wear my gramma's kebaya. Kebaya ittiew memang sanagt cantik u'ols. Meks nye nekad this year nak perbanyakkan lagi my kebaya collection and kalau boleh everyday nak pakai kebaya jew. Hiks!



This is another addiction. Kalau some of the party-animal addicted to suplimentary entertainment sources like pills ke apa ke kan, meks addicted to heels (selain dari kebaya!). At the moment meks ada lebey kurang dalam 15 pairs of heels yang meks wear daily. Take note : Meks don't wear flats! Hiks! Yess u'ols, kalau nak ke mpaley pun meks prefer to clad in heels. Meks siap put a small amout from my salary to purchase "Heel(s) for the Month". Hehehe. And it will be a dream come true if meks dapat purchase an extraordianry heel macam picture kat atas inniew. Yess u'ols, introducing the new evolutionary for heels - the HEELLESS by Antonio Bernadi. Meks read it in a review in InStyle mag last season. THe reviewer cakap tak der masalah nak jalan dalam heels nie, it is just that always ensure that my posture always straight. Macam grand jew jalan gi office. By the way, Posh Spice also have a pair!



Bende inniew berlaku recently jew. Meks macam always tingin mengunyah. But bukan mengunyah jajan semata-mata. Meks always ngidamkan cake-cake or manisan. Seyesly u'ols, kadang-kadang masa keje kan meks leh amik break and lari kejab ke Seret Recipy la, or masa split break 4 hours ittiew meks ke Alexis tapau cake. Argh! I'm addicted. But till now yang meks terbayang kat ingatan meks skunk cume satu cke sajork. Dari dulu meks nak makan lagi but asyik tak der masa je nak hang out and makan kat cake situ, Zang Toi Cafe West 57th Street Cafe Choclate Banana Cake. Last time meks makan masa keluar dengan AJ. And ari tue Jack Kimora ada tanya meks nak kuar gi makan akt situ and then diam sajork. So Jack cepat la confrim, bilew nak gi mamam cake kat ZT ittiew? (ngidam sangat dah niew)


Hehehehe. Yang inniew memang la menjadi stu bende yang sangat obviouskan. Yer la, cos previous posting pung meks terlah wat pasal trip to Bandung (take note : the siries lum habis lagi. Ada lagi 2 entries coming up- stay tune!). Yer la, sebenarnya meks ngan Kocek pun tak jangka or tak planning pun nak gi Bandung ni. Kiteorg macam , "Well, after all the hard work, we need to pamper ourselves with a vacate" kaedahnya but end up we pamper our credit cards kat Bandung kan?! LOL! NEway, eventho meks pergi hanya 4 days, meks sudah fall in love for the city. Ntah la, meks also don't know why. Mungkin b'cos of the cute naked guys shopping passion the city had offered me for the past amazing 4 days trip. Kan?! Seyesly, Bandung, there will be alot more of Isis in the future! LOL! Merasalah meks actually already start planing for the next trip to Bandung kan?!



Hiks! Color? Warna? We already touch about 7 facts about Isis and now it is the fakta ke-8 u'ols! Meks love colors! Meks love love love love neon dramatic colors! Bright Red, Fuschia Pink, Electri Blue, Olve Green, Nitrus Yellow. Cantik nyew! Mungkin cos meks nie jenis happy go lucky and lopve dramatic effect kot, so that why meks love bright colors. Hiks! That why meks kalo shopping, meks prefer to shopp season Summer / Spring. Bold color memang cantik macam kaler rona-rona tanah but after a while jadi macam cepat boring la.


Everytime fashionweek datang menjelang, meks jadi so sexcited u'ols! Seyesly. Meks teruja nak tengok pictures straight from the runaway. Kalau bukan waktu fashionweek lak, meks teruja or ternanti-nanti red carpet events. Usually yang meks tunggu is fashionweek Milan and Paris. Red carpet lak meks sukew tengok Golden Globe and Oscar (this 2 prestigious award nites usually meks akan wat review). Meks sukew sangat design by Valentino and Versace at the moment. Ellie Saab pun not bad jugak but the most adorable is Houte Couture Dior - OMG! The dramatic enterance, the show, the make up just wonderfully marvellous. But sometime, tengok jugak la, kadang-kadang meks sukew tengok Armani Prive. Like 2007, derang kuarkan like Indian motive's design. Cantik sangat! Meks love love love love it!

Salam Syang Semuanya!

Hiks! Meks tahu sebenarnya yang meks telah pun ditagged oleh Fifth, tetapi Fifth, sorry nah, meks terbuat a lil bit late. Nak wat macam mana. Meks also tahu about this agak lambat. macam nie cerita nye, meks was blog hopping untuk mengisi waktu-waktu terluang and sampai la ke pondan lahar, and meks was so sentap cos die wat entry tagged and meks tidak ditagged oleh Y. Jadi dengan api kemarahan meks pun menyuarakan kemarahan meks di shoutbox nyew. Dan dibalas oleh Y,

Kan, so merasalah ketika ittiew meks dengan penuh tanda tanya, segera bukak blog Fifth and check one by one his archieve posting kan. Dan merasalah! Sebenarnya meks telah pnu di tagged sejak 18TH SEPTEMBER 2008 u'ols! Dan kini tarikh sudahpun ditengah JANUARY 2009! (matilah a lil bit late equivalent to a few months timeframe kan?!). Jadi u'ols, apakah assignment pada hari inniew?

Seperti Fifth, meks also was like, what 10 sajork? Mana cukup! I thought all my photoes are gorgeous, so how? (matilah berangan tak sudah kan? LOL!). So, setelah semalam meks berpikir dan pikir dan pikir, so meks was like, OK DEAL! So apa konklusi nye? Pictures apa yang meks nak masukkan? Meks ABAIkan sajork! Meks upload sajork mana mana gambar yang bermakna and gorgeous (of cos! - all my pictures gorgeous accept gambar meks tidow by Aoki tue!). By the way, like LKY once said, "This is my blog - I write, you read" kan?! Lantak meks la kan? Hahaha

Pic nie amik kat Jalan Damai. Masa nie kuar celebrate Ted's surpise birthday treat by Mak Bee. Mak Bee bawak kiteorg gi mamam kat Starhill and then for tea kiteorg gi restoren Arab apa ntah yang pekerja di sasa dan cando kat Jalan Damai. Best la jugak makan tue and the tea and the waiter. Thanks Mak Bee for the treat!

This pic was taken way back in 1st April 2007. Still remember the date occay! Location photoshoot nie dekat Studio 301, Kelana Jaya - owned by Abg Wazi (matilah studio katanya!). Make up by Eva Natalia and the photographer is sapa lagi kalo bukan Abang Hazman or well known as Tukang Taip u'ols! Dress itiew memang meks punya and meks pakai hanya 2 kali sajork. Sekali masa Miss Malaysia and 2nd time for this shoot. Yang selebih nye dipakai oleh Ahfad and Viviana sajork. Meks tingin nak pakai dress nie gi office. Hahahaha. But however, back to topic, meks love this shoot. I don't know why. Seyesly love all the pictures from this shoot.

Inniew pulak was taken somewhere in December 2007 kat PWTC. Masa nie dinner company meks. And meks menang the BEST DRESS. (perlu kew di capital letter kan dan diboldkan also?) And meks still remember this picture, was taken by Kast masa kiteorg tunggu registration. And it is not studio ke apa kew, just a lounge area kat belakang registration counter. Hahaha Yup, peeps, the dress is totally mine and meks wore it once sajork masa dinner nie and Ahfad and Kiki pakai selebihnya. Hehehe Also untuk disewa tau dress nie. Hehehe Make up and hairdo by Vallery Shuqi u'ols!

Inniew pulak somewhere in April 2007. Here with Ted in our outfit at home. taken by Acap. Masa nie nak gi birthday party Elise and also Jerry's party. Theme party Jerry is Glamourous but however, dalam picture nie rasa nye glam but tak cukup glamourous. Mungkin cos tak cukup diamonds kat leher kot. Tampak kosong jew. (matilah feeling tajaan habib!). Dress by LKY and make up by Ahfad.

here meks with Fifth himself. Masa ni kat DePalma for Queen of International pageant 2007. Meks as Singapore and malam nie meks rasa meks menang Elegance Queen sajork rasanya. Addinhc ingat sangat. But the dress is lovely. Dress by Wazi and the dress later dipakai oleh Ratu mag Nur and also to a few function kat Istana Budaya. Make up by Kak Vee.

This is such a memorable pic. Bukan sebab meks bergambar nagn Hatta Dolmat or pasal meks pakai baju Hatta (opps sorry Hatta, bukan bergambar ngan you tidak bermakna di hati i!). Inniew merupakan titik pemangkin kehidupan meks. Masa nie meks berumur 19 and still study lagik. And meks masuk Miss Supermodel kat Blue Boy. The year was 2005. From primilinary round to semi finals meks mengayakan Hatta Dolmat's and make up by Kie Viviana. And emks menjadi the only gayboy drag (then) untuk masuk ke final bertanding dengan yang sudah fully opertion. The picture was taken during the Final Round with Hatta, wearing Hatta's and make up by Kie Viviana.

Ni pulak recent shoot. Masa nie around 30th June 2008. Kat Blue Boy for the Supermodel of the World's preview. Meks wearing Heitjie's kebaya and make up and hair do (yess u'ols, masa inniew meks addinch berwig - my original hair!) by Kak Vee. Earing by Nana Sengau. Ramai yang tengok gambar nie tanya kat meks where did meks beli contatc ittiew. Cantik and color die a bit berbeza. FYI, ittiew is a normal contact but meks pakai 2 lapis. Lapis bawah meks pakai kaler grey ayng atas meks pakai kaler Aqua Blue.