Once I lived in a castle made by italian marble, with thousands of maid to pamper me for every my needs, surrounded by enchanted forest with picturesque gardens and great lakes, under the protection of the great white clouds, decorated with flocks of virgin white pigeons. But those were the days and today I've changed. And this blog is a proof. And these entries are all about me : My Past, The Present and My Future.

Kan?! Sedar tak sedar sudah 5 hari kite melangkah ke tahun baru 2009 u'ols? Jadi macam mana u'ols semua? Sepanjang 5 hari inniew anything wonderful sudah terjadi belum? *wink* Today is my mother's operation day - even tho operation ittiew is only minor but still - praying for her condition would be better. Ala u'ols, operate masukkan contact lense permenant sajork cos recently my mother addinch coleh pakai speck anymore. Dekat Hospital Selayang sajork in KL! Nearby la - never be a biggy for me - but however meks sudah amik cuti and will be there for her of cos and also eyeing on cute medical student / doctor / nurses. The other day, masa consultation ngan Dr. Ismail (well he is only about 30 years old, fair skin, cute and tall) and obviously for those stated reason, meks akan give full attention - while my mummy thought meks ambil berat about her operation sedangkan meks was imagine how would this doctor look alike naked on the operational bed? LOL!! And when he said about permanent contact lenses - meks terus tanya, "Does it come in various colour - and do you have in grey - any sample?" My mummy dah pengsan dah masa nie. She ingat meks tanya pasal contact lenses yang nak dimasukkan dalam mata die gamaknya - meks pingsan imagine my mum in her late 60's with grey eyed. LOL!!

Neways, lets start bout our today's entry (meks masih lagi trying my best to imagine cute doctors and cute medic students yang meks leh eyed on for 9 hours - porn movie sangat in Janitor's Room. LOL!!!~), today meks nak tulis something about Model-Instinct. Well, instict nie seperti yang diketahui semua is "Naluri". Naluri is Instinct and Instinct is Naluri. That the definition. (LOL!!! Macam budak darjah satu nye essay!). Neway, according to this dictionary,

Instinct = a natural or innate impulse, inclination, or tendency.

So, through out our history lesson in Secondry, selalu meks dengr our forefathers during the prehistoric blah blah blah blah ... use his instinct to survive. And in other words, every human being re born with it in order to keep on survive in this world. That is a normal human-instinct. But topik meks pada hari inniew is "Model Instinct". Meks dapat inspiration and idea untuk entry inniew lepasmeks tengok America Next Top Model, where on of the judge made a statement publicly that, "... not all girls can model". Meks rasa macam Aiyooh! Statement ittiew sangat keji!

Bagi meks statement ittiew adalah sangat salah u'ols. I mean, kalau dibandingkan dalam history of ANTM sekali pun, tidak semua contestant yang menang or in top 4, masa masuk competition tue they know how to model - except for JADE in cycle 6 yang so anooying and kep on bragging 'bout herself - but she deed knew how to take wonderful pictures tho~ All of them usually get wonderful pictures after weeks and weeks of training and keep on practicing posing depan cermin plus help and guidance by the guru of that model industry. Betul tak? Ittiew sebagai satu contoh yang sangat baguih.

But however, with alot of influence and reading and tgk runaways footage, many of us knew a lil bit how to made basic poses (even tho some look like ... hahahaha ... tidak terjangkau oleh pemikiran manusia normal). I mean, tgk gambar di atas, comparing Jaslene (who already receive training of shoot and poses for weeks with Tyra and Mr Jay, and after winning cycle 8) with Kimora Setiawangsa, (who obviously never entered ANTM or have basic training from the Guru like Jaslene ) still manage to pose more less the same like Jasline cuma posisi kaki ittiew a little bit bebeza. Biarlah - u'ols, kalau belum terima sebarang training dah melerts pose macam tue, iniiewkan pulak kalau ada training kan. Meks rasa tercampak terguling terlempar terpeliuk Jaslene tue jatuh tercampak u'ols!

Fatimah, Top3 ANTM cycle 10 VS Adik Manja Carmeen Kg baru

And then, if the fashion-icon statement was made basically base on the fact, "Fashion shoot was too expensive to be experience by other normal humans" and that why not all girls can model?, meks akan jerit, "HERLOWWWW!!!", you guys have a wonderul bra ads photoshoot in cycle 10 where by all your girls (episode 3) have their newly make over hairdoes and shoot atas a fab yatch. Like above, Fatimah (melerts la negro pelarian nie. Meks sukew diew - remind me of Iman Natasha David Bowie). And does it mean other girls can not be a model? Adik Carmeen have became a living proof and example. Who say normal-ordinary-plump beyond size 2 type of girl 'girl' tak leyh wat shoot atas yatch? Walaupun dengan sling back, normal jeans and tee and a gladiator look-alike sandal, he she still manage to pose and at one glimpse people akan ingat it was Fatimah's shoot, second glimps baru realise it was Adik Carmeen. See, I told you, NORMAL PEOPLE DO CAN MODEL!

Kalau that fashion icon nak cakap, ordinary girls and drag queen cannot model due to unable to buy expensive designer clothing, yeap she might be half true. Only 'bout the fact, some of us are able to buy expensive grments and outfit. But hey, we do have courage and confidence and pull out a costume better that designer clothing. Example, as picture above. Yess the model wear a beautiful outfit. Just because the outfit ada siap detailing semua fur and feathers to compliment the dress. But look on the right side, even this 'creature' ordinary unknown species girl in his her it's outfit yang nampak seriously macam my mother's cadar, but tgk teknik drapping ittiew u'ols. Siap ada flower sebunjut kat bahagian dada. U'ols ada? Even masih lagi lum ada any chuncky detailing, this outfit already WOW!!! a lot of us. Apatah lagi kalo dah bubuh all detailing kan - beading, feathers, fur etc - dari WOW!! terus kepada WOWOWOW or may be a HAHAHAHAHA! But yet, better than the left picture, kan?!

Poster Models? When the jury claimed, normal girls can't model, do they meant that normal girls can be on catalogue or be a pin up? Hey darling, I bet below picture speak a more than a thousand words! And I bet he would sell more coke than the poster girl itself!