Chapter 1 - The Begining : The Definiton
Thursday, October 19
What a day to start a new chapter in this blog (blog yang mungkin dinch ado pembaca, HikS!). This story will be all about me, my past, a 24-hours-dragqueen.
In this first chapter, I will talk about my own definition of myself (matilah puji diri emlambung kan! janji bakul tu terangkat - ko ado? hiks!- No lah! Ko hengat me ni idak ada kije ke nak puji diri sendiri?).
There are alot of word that can being used by people around us to descirbe 'people like us (PLU)'. Ada yang kata we are dragqueen, BAPOK, NYAH, NYIEEEEH, PONDAN, GAYBOY, KHALID, dan banyak lagi lah. Dari yang kelakar, to yang sungguh menyakitkan hati. Tapi ada jugak dalam banyak banyak tue, yang define ourselves, to gays and dragqueen as GTPL - or full name die Golongan Tidak Pecah Lobang. Confirm yang cakap tue either laki kite semua or kite sendiri kan! hiks!
Kalau kite tengok in dictionary especially in MERRIAM-WEBSTER, a dragqueen can be deifne as a male homosexual who dresses as a woman especially for comic or theatrical effect. (Theatrical katanya! - matilah fifi!). As the word transgender, the definition in the Webster is having personal characteristics (as transsexuality or transvestism ) that transcend traditional gender boundaries and corresponding sexual norms (matilah lelaki bernaluri perempuan!). And the other word is homosexual which mean of, relating to, or characterized by a tendency to direct sexual desire toward another of the same sex.
Dengan erti kata lain (let me simplified everything nah! Me takut my reader confius dengan defintion melampau given by merriam-webster itu kan). Drag queen ialah seorang gayboy yang berpakaian wanita. Mereka boleh berkemungkinan memakan pil hormon (as in for me - used to! NO MORE!!) or tidak mengambil pil langsung. Clear? A transgender on the other hand is seorang lelaki yang bernaluri kan perempuan tetapi tidak semesti nye berpakian wanita a.k.a drag (matilah sekarang baru me tahu adik adik also transgender!). Last one homosexual ialah lelaki yang meminati lelaki tetapi tak semestinya bernaluri wanita, ada yang very maskulin but at the end, menongeng juga, kan!
But kaedahnya .. ada sesiapa leh jawab bile yang drag bagai cantik bagai, cucuk sana, berkolegen sana, bersusuk sini .. at the end, sekali TOP? opps! Me dont mentioned any names here! lalala
Even tho, this online dictionary give alot of definiton yang berlainandan membawa maksud berlainan, to me, I tetap rasa the only definiton that described and define these three group is human. Tul tak? Walau macam mana kulit rupa, rupa paras, berapa cucuk in ur dagu, what is hair colour, tetap maintain human. Kelarla Viviana's, Lea's, Ginger's, mine or any of us punya tangan tetap kuar darah merah sama as the straight people. (but me guess any of you tikam me in the dada, putih kot yg kuar - well, MAHSURI! lalalala or issit susu tepung beku?)
Kan! if you guys dengar ittiew denyutan jantung ku, sama dengan denyutan jantungmu jua. (matilah scene cartoon Tarzan and Jane). So at the end of the dat, at the end of the line, kita semua adalah serupa sahaja. Yang membezakan kita adalah color kulit, wig, highlight rambut dan sebegainya. Tetapi deep inside our body, behind those beautiful and ugly faces, tolak kuak all kolegen and susuk, is still the same white ugly skulls. Our body still dibuat dari DNA berformula yang sama. Dinch tiada perbezaan.
That is my definition. Here I bukan nak mengagungkan the right of the third gender (Ko gile nak lawan MFC?) or what. Just nak bagitau, nak berkongsi pengalaman me living as a full 24-7 dragqueen. But whatis the point me membebel nanti about my experience tapi my readers dinch tahu the definition kan?
Next - Chapter 2:Present Me Wrtting 'bout Begining of My Past!
In this first chapter, I will talk about my own definition of myself (matilah puji diri emlambung kan! janji bakul tu terangkat - ko ado? hiks!- No lah! Ko hengat me ni idak ada kije ke nak puji diri sendiri?).
There are alot of word that can being used by people around us to descirbe 'people like us (PLU)'. Ada yang kata we are dragqueen, BAPOK, NYAH, NYIEEEEH, PONDAN, GAYBOY, KHALID, dan banyak lagi lah. Dari yang kelakar, to yang sungguh menyakitkan hati. Tapi ada jugak dalam banyak banyak tue, yang define ourselves, to gays and dragqueen as GTPL - or full name die Golongan Tidak Pecah Lobang. Confirm yang cakap tue either laki kite semua or kite sendiri kan! hiks!
Kalau kite tengok in dictionary especially in MERRIAM-WEBSTER, a dragqueen can be deifne as a male homosexual who dresses as a woman especially for comic or theatrical effect. (Theatrical katanya! - matilah fifi!). As the word transgender, the definition in the Webster is having personal characteristics (as transsexuality or transvestism ) that transcend traditional gender boundaries and corresponding sexual norms (matilah lelaki bernaluri perempuan!). And the other word is homosexual which mean of, relating to, or characterized by a tendency to direct sexual desire toward another of the same sex.
Dengan erti kata lain (let me simplified everything nah! Me takut my reader confius dengan defintion melampau given by merriam-webster itu kan). Drag queen ialah seorang gayboy yang berpakaian wanita. Mereka boleh berkemungkinan memakan pil hormon (as in for me - used to! NO MORE!!) or tidak mengambil pil langsung. Clear? A transgender on the other hand is seorang lelaki yang bernaluri kan perempuan tetapi tidak semesti nye berpakian wanita a.k.a drag (matilah sekarang baru me tahu adik adik also transgender!). Last one homosexual ialah lelaki yang meminati lelaki tetapi tak semestinya bernaluri wanita, ada yang very maskulin but at the end, menongeng juga, kan!
But kaedahnya .. ada sesiapa leh jawab bile yang drag bagai cantik bagai, cucuk sana, berkolegen sana, bersusuk sini .. at the end, sekali TOP? opps! Me dont mentioned any names here! lalala
Even tho, this online dictionary give alot of definiton yang berlainandan membawa maksud berlainan, to me, I tetap rasa the only definiton that described and define these three group is human. Tul tak? Walau macam mana kulit rupa, rupa paras, berapa cucuk in ur dagu, what is hair colour, tetap maintain human. Kelarla Viviana's, Lea's, Ginger's, mine or any of us punya tangan tetap kuar darah merah sama as the straight people. (but me guess any of you tikam me in the dada, putih kot yg kuar - well, MAHSURI! lalalala or issit susu tepung beku?)
Kan! if you guys dengar ittiew denyutan jantung ku, sama dengan denyutan jantungmu jua. (matilah scene cartoon Tarzan and Jane). So at the end of the dat, at the end of the line, kita semua adalah serupa sahaja. Yang membezakan kita adalah color kulit, wig, highlight rambut dan sebegainya. Tetapi deep inside our body, behind those beautiful and ugly faces, tolak kuak all kolegen and susuk, is still the same white ugly skulls. Our body still dibuat dari DNA berformula yang sama. Dinch tiada perbezaan.
That is my definition. Here I bukan nak mengagungkan the right of the third gender (Ko gile nak lawan MFC?) or what. Just nak bagitau, nak berkongsi pengalaman me living as a full 24-7 dragqueen. But whatis the point me membebel nanti about my experience tapi my readers dinch tahu the definition kan?
Next - Chapter 2:Present Me Wrtting 'bout Begining of My Past!
Labels: Once I Was A Girl
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